DUALISM

Anina Evans
2 min readJan 3, 2021

Haunted.

Soothing to the hottest hell within us.

Full of blue flames, the hottest inferno.

Like a fire I walk the earth in search.

Spreading to every corner of the earth.

My guardian angel is in the red, I love him.

I am a hybrid; I am living proof.

I am half of most things, but this is major.

The Yin and the Yang, black and white.

I am the Queen and the Bishop.

I am mercy and vengeance.

Love, and the duality of our passions.

What drives me are your passions, desires, and your pain.

Laid out before the Gods vulnerable and bare; I listen.

Now in need of confession, here is my sin.

I loved two brothers once, I loved them both.

One brother killed the other over me.

Once again, my past greets me with hello.

As soon as I said hello, he was dead.

As I dreamt of him, his brother plotted his death.

I am both a Catholic and something else.

I am not evil or filled with ill intent, but still I crave your pain.

If you touched my bare body, then you received a blessing.

When we kissed, you kissed lips of a princess.

I open doors with our lovemaking sessions.

Days and moments in a grain of salt and the suspension of time.

Like the ocean, I am deep and inviting.

Loving to the coldest heart, reviving to the deadest soul.

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Anina Evans

I am a mother, a grandmother and a sister. I have a legal background, along with a healthcare background. I consider myself a Mystic my experiences are factual.